Here lately I have had baby on the brain. Not quite sure why, it's just been on my mind almost constantly. A friend of mine last night said something along the lines of "once you know you know." Much like the concept of "knowing that you know" you're going to marry someone. I have given up on the idea that there is an "age appropriate" time to have a baby, because no matter what someone is always going to think I'm an idiot for having a kid - even if I were 35 and a millionaire. It's just human nature.
Well, after my dream last night I woke up seriously thinking that I was already pregnant. Y'all - I had the most intensely vivid dream about my baby - who was a girl (and like I already predicted, abso-freaking-loutey adorable). Of course it was a dream, so it was weird. It began kind of when I was close to having her. My belly was super round, next thing I know I've had her and am practicing feeding her, and btw she weighed 12 lbs at birth - twelve pounds. She wasn't fat, just looked like she was a month old.
Next thing I know my dream flashes back and I had just found out I was pregnant and was experiencing morning sickness. Y'all it was seriously the weirdest thing ever. I woke up holding my belly. I'm on birth control and we're not trying for a baby yet, but what the heck does this mean!? Ahhh!
